Believe In Magic Hour #24

On the 40th anniversary of his death, as well as the start of Mental Health Awareness Week, we remember Joy Division frontman Ian Curtis.

Photo by Kevin Cummins

Joy Division: Darkness and Light by Bernie Connor

I saw Joy Division many times, they were the revelation of my eighteenth year, they stole everything I had and knew then re-arranged them in an order I may have been able to understand. I was very fortunate to collide with them in that very important part of my life, that difficult period between 17 and 18 when the receptors are looking out for new things to thrill and bend your mind and are working a double shift to find them. 

I met the guitarist by the cigarette machine in Eric’s one night in early 1979 after they’d just played. I told him my name was Bernard too, he gave me his phone number and told me if I wanted to go and see them to give him a call, he’d put me on the guest list. Thus started a year of disappearing from Liverpool and turning up wherever they were playing, hitching and jumping trains to wherever I needed to be. It was magical time of wonder and unshakeable possibilities. 

An entire generation later, it’s really difficult to convey what Joy division did to music during 1979. They had gone through a seismic shift in what they were all about, almost overnight. Gone was the punky thrash of the Stooges and the Pistols, in its place were soundscapes of otherworldly future-punk. A whole new music, with a whole new set of rules. And, without even thinking in that way, they were beginning to alter not only how people were perceiving music but how music would be played and performed in the future. 

Aah, the future. That’s where Joy Division lived, in this science fiction greyness which reflected the dark satanic mills status that Manchester was still locked into, nearing the end of the 20th century. They seemed inextricably linked, the drab greyness of their surroundings informing the music they created and the new environment they were inventing. 

And here are the young men, indeed. That sound. In the post punk universe where anything was possible, joy division took a route that set them out on their own, with no competitors in a field of one. Those four young men created a sound that resonates in my head to this very moment, it’s difficult to even think for a moment how life would be without that awe inspiring wall of sculptured noise. 

I saw Joy division many times, things spring up from place to place, I get confused as to which gig was which. One of the greatest spectacles in it all was the matinee performance at Eric’s in Liverpool in august of 1979. It was one of the greatest because they were utterly magnificent and more importantly there were children as young as 12, 13 years old in that audience getting a first hand account of the miracle properties of music and giving them signposts as to what to do and where to go later. 

Getting very towards the end they played at the original factory club, the PSV, Royce Road, Hulme. They organised a coach from Liverpool, the place was packed. I have a vague memory that they began with The Sound Of Music and finished with Atrocity Exhibition (possibly the other way round). In between was one of the most ferocious sets I ever heard them play. Everything that was to be loved about this band was there, ramped up to the power of a billion. The power, the unbending light, the sheer force of where music can and will take you if you just let go. 

Towards the end, even during the encore, Ian Curtis was a spent person, the energy of the performance completely draining him, the steam drifting in wisps fro his red short sleeved shirt. It was a truly astonishing performance, the creation of a new and viable world, right before your very eyes. 

Five weeks later it was all over, forever. Joy Division were no more. Yet, for a year in my formative story they were –and still remain- an uplifting wondrous force that gave me an understanding of an incomplete universe that had to be cracked so I could move forward. The members of Joy Division themselves were at odds with all that, of course. They still wanted to be the Stooges. 

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Moving Through The Silence: Celebrating The Life and Legacy of Ian Curtis


Tonight at 8PM UK time a livestream will be taking place to raise money for Manchester Mind. The livestream will host Joy Division members Bernard Sumner & Stephen Morris in conversation with Dave Haslam as well as live sets including a collaboration between Mark Lanegan and Wes Eisold of Cold Cave.


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Read about what mental health charity Mind do here, and consider donating to their cause during Mental Health Awareness Week.

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